Valentine Blows!

I tried really hard not to let my past and recent pain to get in the way of making this year a "happy" Valentine's. Unfortunately, a single event has completely turned my plans upside down.

I had a plan for this year. I found an amazing man who shared the same beliefs, and a lot of the same interests. We were incredibly compatible in so many ways!

But now she is back. She, yes the ex, is back and all my hopes of him realizing what a mistake he had made have been crushed. I am only finding out now, but she showed up within a day.

The thing I hate the most out of this entire situation is that in some sick way I am happy for him. He got the girl. Unfortunately for me, I didn't get the guy.

And now that I know, I can move on right? Eventually. At least I have my chocolate, my best friend and a movie date to see Valentine's Day. Will it be incredible romantic and cute? Most likely. Will I probably end up curled up in my bed tonight with my teddy bear crying? Most likely. Do I know this is all for the best? Yes, but it still blows.