Last night was hard. I didn't want to fall asleep, but did at the same time. With my brain turned off of what I wanted, or rather didn't want, to think about some very interesting things happened. I had several very interesting dreams. I was reminded that there are so many things that I want to do with my life before I get tied down, like travel.
I am going to be okay, but that doesn't change the fact that I still hurt.